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I am doing to see hair. I hope you guys have been taking time to understand and to grow and to heal and have been taking good care of loved ones. I hope that you have been enjoying the content thus far. I hope that it has been helping you grow and evolve and learn just like it has been helping me grow and evolve and learn who chase you guys for watching. You guys can see I got glasses I had been somewhat worried about getting these after a million one make me seem like Edna from B Incredibles but that I actually really enjoy the look I actually really like this whole you know circle fight that I got going on here. Anyway so today what I want to talk about now is my dwelling in vain today this is in fact one of my favourite, among my own absurd eyes that my lips was a she it's my living in vain now this is actually one of my one of my favorite Clarke six sister songs. I absolutely absolutely absolutely love this song there was a point of time in my life at which this tune you understand was similar to the soundtrack for my life and I'd almost like it can't be a soundtrack there's only 1 tune but that is the only way I can describe it it was like the soundtrack to my life.
Is my living in vain I went up even though I had been in the world as the church would say I had been on earth I had been a church woman at heart my relationship with God my spiritual journey my spiritual equilibrium my spiritual wellbeing all of that stuff is is of the utmost importance to me. I'd do anything for me personally and I'm still learning how to you make better choices and restrain my flesh and understand denied my flesh you know unto Him. Because in the end of the day that my dwelling in vain was a tune that just spoke to me in a way that is profound.
Mike is my dwelling in vain it's my life in vain that's it mean for me it was the question that I would ask myself. When I would consider my life like many other people in the world I've been through my share of trials and tribulations and for a long time those encounters bothers me and when I say torment to me resembles the constant replay that goes on in our minds or things which have occurred things that people said things that people done things we've done . You know all of that stuff would only replay in my mind constantly and it'd be not even just a mental torment it will become a psychological torment and we eventually become a cycle you know a heart type of struggle that I'd have with my heart it would become a struggle I will begin to have within my soul because I start battling myself trying to make things cease and then I simply make matters worse, because I find wrong ways and unhealthy techniques of making things stop because it feels good or I felt great in that instant and it just became a thing no it just became my entire life became an entire cycle repeated over and over and over and over and over again just continuous it only constantly go on and constantly moving continuously simply replaying like a movie a really really bad fucked up film. They just would never fucking end never fucking ending and also my thing was and this is has always been my belief system and that I really don't know Is My Living In Vain where I got this where I've gotten this belief system, but honestly I really don't know.
I don't understand I could not pinpoint the moment in my life in which you understand this is how I felt but I just know for a lengthy time this is how I felt and this tune you know it only expressed that it's my living in vain. Certainly not it is not all in vain no because up the street is game that is eternal. Let's go. We go to relationships that are poor. We go through you know fucked up scenarios within our families. We dropped with our friends and go to fall workouts. We face job issues. We go to beauty standards. We go through so much we are told we're supposed to be women were told guys are told they are supposed to be as men. Mothers have been told how they're supposed to function as moms and I know that sounds somewhat contradictory especially in the event that you accompany me on Instagram because I make comments about parents, told much we are told so much but nobody shows us how to cope so if we experience these scenarios once we go through those trials in these tribulations when we feel as the road is on our shoulders and we all feel as though everything is out to get us.